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A Small Field – Journal Excerpt

So for my internship course, I have to write bi-weekly journal entries. As I was going through them this morning to prepare to submit them, I decided to share this small excerpt from way back in January.

It is interesting to think about transitions at universities. This is something I thought about a lot at ACPA last year. Institutions of higher education are an interesting little section of the world where people are constantly coming and going. Students, faculty and staff members. One individual can connect potentially dozens of institutions at some point in their career, just from their own experiences – not even including the network and connections they have. For example of how network can spread, when I was in the ACUHO-I STARS program summer before my senior year of college I met a number of other undergrads interested in Student Affairs. We met up at ACPA and people brought friends from their grad programs. I was able to connect with a few and talk to them pretty regularly. As they go through their search process they will be at a new university in a few months and my network will expand to that institution, as I will undoubtedly meet their new friends at a conference at some point. We are all examples of our institutions and hold our experiences as a representation of what those institutions can produce. Institutions of higher education are not just teaching students – they are teaching faculty and staff how to be better people, how to connect with constantly changing generations of students. I think if we remain frozen in our ways and locations of practice we will eventually become stagnant.

What are your thoughts?

We Can Change the World

I have been thinking a lot about the internet the past couple days.

By the past couple days, I mean weeks.

By weeks I mean months.

Look at what this internet has turned us into. A comedian once quipped “that we have access to all the knowledge in the world, and we go online to look at a satellite picture of our house.” A tweet I saw a few weeks ago stated something like, “I have a device in my pocket that is more powerful than the computer humans landed on the moon with. I use it to throw animated birds at green pigs hiding in houses.”

And as this New Yorker article states, we continue to develop new, unique ways of looking at the world. A more powerful cell phone, a set of glasses that can access the entirety of the internet in the blink of an eye. Our memory is no longer in our heads, it is in a device.

The news we receive comes through Twitter or Facebook links to longer articles that a friend interested in this or that posts – mostly focusing on one subject at a time. This week our focus is Kony, next week it is Chik-Fil-A, the week after it is a shooting. And we focus all of our energy on these few things for a couple days, changing our Facebook pictures, our statuses, the image of what we are putting out. Because this issue is important.

And it is. We live in a world burdened with issues, and discussion, and awareness. And our slacktivism goes on and on. Next week it will be blogs about the latest news story that changes the world.

I want to pose a question.

What if we actually did something about this?

I mean, besides change our Facebook cover photo and slap a sticker on our water bottle. Those things are effective, but what if we walked the walk. What if, instead of a world where we post a blog by our favorite author, we went to the homeless shelter and served a meal? What if we donated those nice shirts we have not worn in a month and a half to a place that will give them to people who can use them?

What if we stopped saying what we believe, and started living what we believe

Sure, there will be critics and people who are certain that it will not make a difference, but one person who took action is the only thing that has ever made a difference in the world (or so says Margaret Mead).

As time moves on, my generation – and those after me – become increasingly responsible for taking care of the world we live in. Because it is our world, and the decisions we make with our time and money shape the world we live in.

What kind of world do you want to live in?

7 Days of Thanks – Day Five: Education

As a first-semester freshman, one of my professors asked me if I had ever thought of graduate school. I had vaguely heard of it and had a concept that it was like more dedicated college, but I had never thought about it. Just the fact that I was in college was a shock for me at the time. I could not imagine being a sophomore, let alone walking across the grassy knoll by the lakes.

Yet somehow, after four years of hard work, of passionate involvement, of mistakes and failures, of challenges, I managed to earn that diploma.

The majority of my experience in graduate school has been about reflecting on those four years. In a number of my classes have had numerous discussions on the value and importance of an education. The more I think about it, the more we talk about it, the more I realize how incredible it is that I have the ability to be in school.

Discussions about access make me consider how I never expected to be in college, how I struggled to fill out applications, how my adjustment to the experience was. Those conversations make me grateful that I am able to say that I have earned a Bachelor’s degree. According to the United States Census in 2010, only 27.9% of United States residents above the age of 25 have a bachelors degree. I will be able to say I am part of whatever that statistic is in 2014, and I am so proud.

The process of earning a masters degree has been challenging. Being away from home has taught me about myself – who I am and what is important to me. Working a graduate assistantship has taught me a lot about the importance of professionalism and how to be an adult. My classes have taught me content that influences both my personal and professional lives. While many days I second-guess myself and over-think the struggles that face me, the days I am not doing either of those things I find myself so proud and grateful for the opportunity to be in graduate school in Oklahoma.

7 Days of Thanks – Day Four: Literature, Music & Film

So much of humanity is described by what we produce. Literature, music and film are the three forms of art I most frequently utilize in my life.

There is little that moves one quite like the spaces between a song, like words on a page, like moving images on a screen. They describe our lives, push us to reflect on things said and unsaid, and encourage us to be better people.

It may seem simple and silly, but so much of humanity and what it means to be a person in the world is defined by words, by sounds.

I am thankful that years ago, I was given the gift of being able to read, that I was taught to appreciate music for all of its quality and production, and that I can view film so easily and in so many ways.

Intended Outcomes of Higher Education

Over a month ago, I was working on an essay on the Intended Outcomes of Higher Education for my class on Impact of College on Students and Society. I tweeted about using a reference on Digital Identity Theory and received a response that I should share my essay via blog. So this is a slightly edited version of that essay. Please feel free to share thoughts, points of disagreement and other essential critical thoughts in the comments below! I would love to get a conversation going.

Often students enter institutions of higher education because it is the “next step” their family expects of them. They see their courses not as ideas to be questioned and considered, but content to be mastered for the next test in order to acquire a letter that allows the student to be gainfully employed at a higher salary. One must wonder if this is because students (and society) have taught us this, or if we have taught students (and society) this. Either way, the first thing we must teach entering students is the purpose of spending time at an institution of higher education.

The purpose of higher education is to create active individuals who are capable of independent analysis based on comprehension of current and past events in order to make well-informed decisions that positively impact the world. In other words, a college graduate should be prepared to be an active citizen of the communities they will join in their post-degree journey. The community they join may be their place of employment, their neighborhood, their place of worship, their city, or another group. This ability to analyze thoughts and ideas to make informed decisions lumps a number of Learning Outcomes outlined in College Learning for the New Global Century including “knowledge of human cultures,” “personal and social responsibility,” and “intellectual and practical skills” (LEAP National Leadership Council, 2007) The learning outcomes listed by LEAP are very specific and detailed, but essentially boil down to the tangible ability to make informed and well analyzed decisions.

In order to create active citizens, we must not focus on cramming as much knowledge into a student as possible, but rather we must focus on teaching students the basics in fields like literature, art, math, science, and history as well as how to acquire any information they may require in the post-collegiate setting of their lives in order to understand the issues that surround them. We must teach students that the ideas they will discuss in higher education are not just for the test – or if they are, the test is, as writer John Green says, a measurement of “…whether you are an informed, engaged, and productive citizen of the world, and it will take place in schools and bars and hospitals and dorm rooms and in places of worship. You will be tested on first dates, in job interviews, while watching football, and while scrolling through your Twitter feed. . . The test will last your entire life, and it will be comprised of the millions of decisions that, when taken together, will make your life yours. And everything, everything, will be on it” (Green, 2012). Education should not be about getting a letter on a piece of paper, but preparing oneself to engage with the world around them.

Institutions of higher education do have a responsibility to teach students basic professional skills. However, it should be noted that colleges and universities are not professional preparation programs. Our focus should be teaching students how to learn skills that they will acquire in the workplace. Student involvement in clubs, organizations, Greek Letter Organizations and paraprofessional positions within Student Affairs departments should teach students a reasonable and useful number of transferable skills with which the student can move into the world and be successful. Being successful is defined differently by different people in different places, but it is important that when we tell students we want them to be successful, we explain what that means. It is easy to forget or skip over an essential part of teaching transferable skills – how the skills are useful to the students beyond their time in academia.

A lot of discussion has been had created recently about students and how they connect with technology. Some schools are giving out iPhones or iPads to their entire freshmen class, and theories on Digital Identity Development (Stoller, 2012) are beginning to form. Yet as institutions we still do not understand how to educate students on how to use technology not as a wheelchair or a crutch, but an aid to further their knowledge. The National Panel Report Greater Expectations discusses how “revolutionary technologies have transformed information and life” (AACU, 2002), yet our institutions generally lack integration of these technologies.  In a world with constantly evolving technology we need to ensure that students understand how to properly interact with the technology that surrounds them daily.

Students need to perceive that going to a college or university is about more than just acquiring a piece of paper (LEAP National Leadership Council, 2007). It needs to be about becoming a better person, being able to critically analyze developing skills, understanding how to apply said skills in a variety of environments and learning how to effective use technology as an extension, not a support. In order to foster this kind of environment, we need to inform potential students that these are the things we value and actually demonstrate that these are the things we value through our actions.

 

Reference List

 

AACU (2002). Greater Expectations: A new vision for learning as a nation goes to college. Washington: D.C.: Association of American Colleges and Universities

Green, J. (January 26, 2012). The Agricultural Revolution: Crash Course World History #1 [video file]. Retrieved from http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yocja_N5s1I

LEAP National Leadership Council (2007). College Learning for the New Global Century. A Report from The National Leadership Council for Liberal Education & America’s Promise. Washington, D.C.: Association for American Colleges and Universities

Stoller, E. (2012). Digital Identity Development. InsideHigherEd. Retrieved from http://www.insidehighered.com/blogs/student-affairs-and-technology/digital-identity-development

 

Busting the Saturday Slump: A Letter Home

Clouds circle overhead as the reflection of light somehow casts the world in shades of orange. For the first time this year, my window is opening, letting in a cool breeze and occasional heavy gusts of wind. As I write this sitting on my bed, I occasional glance up and consider today.

This is the first Saturday since mid-September that I have been in Oklahoma. I was fortunate to be able to return to California two weeks back to visit some good friends and see the opening of the Green Music Center at Sonoma State University (more on that next week). Last weekend I drove down with a delegation of students from the school I work at to Arlington, Texas for the National Association of Campus Activities Central region conference. Both weekends were filled with meaningful conversations and thought-provoking moments. Which leads me to today. Saturday. A Saturday that has been a bit of a slump. My goals were huge and my motivation was low. As such, as of 7:10pm, I have not met my goals. Maybe I will after dinner.

I started the day by going to Starbucks and staring at a binder full of research articles for one of my three assignments due the last week of October. Uncertain of exactly what I was looking for or what direction I wanted to take the topic for my paper, I stared at the articles and putzed around the internet.

When the rain began, I gave up, went to Target and grabbed a few things. Then I returned to my apartment.

A friend called later in the afternoon and we talked for two hours.

I felt an almost hopeless despair before talking to my friend. An uncertain fear. One of the most important reasons we have friends is because they listen to that fear and then critically and logically dispel that fear. Through our conversation – our first since early September – I realized that the things I am scared of are not really things worth being scared of.

Being far away from home, sometimes it is easy to think that my friends have moved on, that they do not care, that I am alone. Yet almost everytime I talk to one of my friends, we pick up like talked yesterday (just more extensively).

This semester has been both hard and easy, so far. The coursework has been challenging and rigorous to the expectations I had of the program. Yet I have been able to accomplish it. This has been one of my main motivations, yet even that sometimes lets me down.

So friend, remember that you can accomplish any challenge you set your mind to. Know that sometimes you will fail. That is okay. In fact, that is fantastic, because you learned a way something does not work, a thing you do not like, an unexceptional method.

The sunset is fading from an orange to a shade of light blue-grey, as clouds dot the darkening sky above.

One Word 2012

So I realize I’m a bit behind the time with the whole “One Word 2012” thing. For those of you who do not know, One Word 2012 was this big thing at the beginning of the calendar year, where people selected one word that they wanted to define their year. At the time, I did not partake. Partly because I was crazy busy and all over the place, partly because I had no idea what word I would select for the theme of my year, and partly because I do not view the calendar year as being as significant as the academic year.

I was chatting with my uncle on Wednesday evening about where I am in my life and what I am doing. Something that came up was this feeling I’ve had for the past year or so. It is a feeling of homelessness. Not literally homelessness, but a figurative homelessness. My wanderlust has led me to Oklahoma where I have spent the past year working on my masters degree. While being in Oklahoma, I have spent a lot of time wishing I was in California. Yet now that I am back in California, I spend some small part of my time wishing I was in Oklahoma.

I’ve been Searching. Searching for a place to call home, for people to call my own. And I will continue searching. Searching is probably my one word of the decade, much less the year. But I have decided that this is the year of the search.

I’ve been searching through my faith, trying to ascertain what it means to me and more importantly, how others see what it means to me.

I’ve been searching through my relationships with others, trying to find good people who reflect the things I value. Which is difficult, when I’m searching through my values, trying to figure out what it all means.

I’ve been searching through my professionalism, struggling with comparing myself to others, near and far. Comparing myself to my mentors and role models, to classmates, to those I know in other programs. I’ve been searching for the confidence to remember who I am and what that means.

Don Miller talks about how we need to be away from home to understand who we are and what our place in the world is. This year away from my home, from everything I have ever known has taught me so much about who I am and who I want to be, yet I know I have so much more to learn and discern.

As I procede through the year, I want to resolve some of these issues as much as is reasonable for someone of my age. I want to be the best I can be at my job. I want to figure out how I fit in this world, and what that means.

The core of myself is still here – I want to impact the world, I want to change lives, I want to listen, to read, to write. But the Why and How of all that is what I need to determine.

Grad School Finals and Star Trek

One of the questions on my final was to define, describe and apply the 1991 edition of Cross’ Model of Psychological Nigrescence. So I started writing my essay from the end backwards because I could not remember the first two stages. I knew stage 1 was pre-”something” and stage 2 was the “something.”

I did know that it started with an E. I couldn’t remember what it was. Finally, as I was writing, I decided to write down E-words that I knew it was not. Eventually, I got to Enterprise. Enterprise connected to Star Trek and Jean-Luc Picard who was the captain of the Enterprise-D in The Next Generation. The first episode of Next Generation was the… Of course! It suddenly dawned on me that the word I was looking for was Encounter.

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Identity and Me

One of the assignments in the Student Development Theory class I am in is to facilitate the discussion for the second half of class. A week ago today was our second week discussing privilege – the reading for class was the first three chapters of “Why Do All The Black Kids Sit Together in the Cafeteria?” by Tatum.

There was an activity during the first portion of my peers presentation. We were to write down ten parts of our identity each on individual sticky notes.

These are a few of the things I wrote down.

  • Straight
  • White
  • Male
  • Christian
  • Low Socio-Economic Status
  • Californian
  • Nerd
  • First-Generation Student
  • Orphan

When we were done, we were assigned to pair up with someone else in class and share our ten characteristics. After sharing, we were instructed to remove five parts from our partners stack of sticky notes. We took our remaining five stickies and partnered with someone else, shared our remaining identities, and lost three more. With only two parts of our identity left we were to find one final partner. After sharing, this partner removed one of our identities.

Several questions were asked; “how would you feel if people only treated you like this part of your identity?” “How would you feel if this was your only identity?”

What I was left with was First-Generation Student (FGS). I think the power and impact of being a FGS has been more significant for me since I earned my Bachelor’s degree. I realize now how incredible and significant it is to achieve what I have achieved – to break a cycle – and I now feel very passionately about advocating for this group.

I selected Nerd over Geek because of John Green’s quotes… “being a nerd means you actually care about something more important than the arrest record of Lindsay Lohan…”  and “…being a nerd means that you’re allowed to be unironically enthusiastic about stuff…” I am so incredibly passionate about Science-Fiction because I believe that in removing ourselves form our element we see what makes and breaks people. I think it is one of the few ways we can truly understand what humanity means. For as long as I can remember, I have been interested in Science-Fiction. Probably my moms fault, for showing me Star Trek when I was young.

I feel like so often people see me as a Straight White Christian Male. This fear almost paralyzes me, makes me more awkward. These are four of the most privileged categories one can be in and I do not want to be seen as just these things. I am an ally. I want to understand other stories. And just because I am a guy does not mean I am into wrestling and football and hating the mall.

A year ago – or even less – I never would have said that being Californian was a significant part of my identity. Yet being away from home makes me miss the land of avacados and grapes, rolling hills, blushing skies and frigid waters lapping at the sand. I miss the places just as much as the people. The attitude, the style, the awesome. Yet I lived there. It helped form me and shape me. It made me into who I was when I came here. California became a part of me, so I carry California with me. Also, would California fall within Hank Green’s rules for Terrible Names for Children?

Low Socio-Economic Status (SES) is far too often combined with FGS, and it is not always true. I knew a young man in undergrad who came from a very well-off family, they just had not been to college. SES compounded with FGS is something that is very challenging. I come from a background of not knowing if the lights were going to be on next month and “you can’t wear that color outside.” It is weird for me to be able to fill up my car then buy a beverage from Starbucks. I have enough money that I’m not eating rice and beans every night for dinner. I can go out and eat with people.

Yet if all of these things were removed from me and all I had was First-Generation Student, I would be okay with that. Because I think that is the one part of my identity that can compile all my other identities well.

I wrote this because I felt like I needed to write down an explanation (mostly for myself) of why I selected what I selected, and what some of these characteristics mean to me.

What identities do you have? How would you feel if you could only identify with one of them? Get the conversation going down in comments!

Adventures in Louisville

My first full day at ACPA was very relaxed.

I slept in a bit in the morning to make up for my lack of sleep the day before. I spent some time in my hotel room charging up my introvert batteries before getting lunch with Jen and Alycia, two of my classmates.

We went to a restaurant called Smashburger, which was like a diner-style fast-food restaurant. I got a bacon cheeseburger with banana peppers and onion-ring like things, as well as fries and a Nutter Butter Milkshake. It was all so delicious!

Next our adventures took us to the Louisville Slugger Factory and Museum. They had an exhibit with the history of the Louisville Slugger. For like, $10, we got to go on a tour of the factory and see how the bats were made. It was really cool. Different baseball players use different bats that suit their personal style. It used to take a long time to handmake them. But now they have machines that can do a bunch really quickly. I was amazed. After the tour we took some time to look around the exhibit. They had a ton of bats hanging from the ceiling!

After the Louisville Slugger Factory, it was time to head back to the Convention Center for the opening reception and keynote speech. The speaker was a guy named Van Jones. He talked about inequality, higher education and the state of the world. I wasn’t quite on-board with the “tweeting everything that is awesome” thing at this point of the conference, yet there were a few things I found tweet-worthy. Here I will comment on those items, also.

 “No one can give a poor child anything that will stop them from being poor… they have to climb the ladder out of poverty themselves.”

I found this encouraging and empowering. I have climbed this ladder. I grew up on the “other” side of the railroad tracks, in section 8 housing, with the most improbably odds of getting out. Yet I was able to work my way through high school, through college, and into graduate school. I can only hope to be able to help others as much as I have been helped.

“I can’t make this stuff up… they have a whole TV station named after a furry little animal.”

This was about some of the more poltically conservative news circulating in our media. I don’t completely remember the context, but the way he said this was hysterical.

“The next generation is graduating off a cliff…”

So is this current generation. It really scares me how many of my former classmates don’t have jobs because there is nothing available. Yet beyond jobs and economics, they’re socially graduating off a cliff. So many students haven’t learned the lessons about failure and perseverance at any level of education. When they fail after graduation, they don’t know what to do, and often struggle with picking themselves up and moving on.

“Nobody wants to be outreached at.”

I think this is incredibly relevant to so many different areas, whether it be education, church or business. So often we focus on outreach opportunities that reach to groups. Instead, we need to be focusing on relationships with people.

All in all, Van Jones speech was fantastic. It reminded me so much of why I am in this field. I care about people. I care about justice. I have been able to achieve so much, but only because of the things I have been given, because of the people who have helped me. The only way I know how to pay that back is to help others.

After the opening reception, Jen, Alcyia, Cortney, Kell and I went to The Old Spaghetti Factory for dinner. It was a fun time, and great to hang out and chat with people in my program, especially those I don’t get to see often.

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